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speed
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 Posted - 06/16/2004 : 2:07:22 PM
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WHERE TO BEGIN?
WELL MY LIFE HAS BEEN SOMEWHAT OF A STORY BOOK AS OF LATE...ONLY PERSON TO BLAME IS MYSELF...I'VE CREATED ALL THE TURMOIL I'M NOW HAVING TO DEAL WITH...WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM A COUPLE OTHERS THOUGH...
YES I'VE DONE WRONG WITH 1 PERSON(BUMP DRAFT)...GETTING TO KNOW HER WAS MY MISTAKE...VERY EVIL!...WATCH OUT FOR HER!...BE AWARE,VERY AWARE!
I'LL TRY TO MAKE THIS AS SHORT AND SWEET AS POSSIBLE...
I'VE SEEN MY WICKED WAYS AND I'M TRYING TO FIX MYSELF...I'VE DISCONNECTED MY INTERNET AND I'M GONNA SELL THE P.C...I'M WRITING THIS FROM A UNDISCLOSED LOCATION...
RONNY(RDJ1HOMEGIRL).YOU'VE DONE NO WRONG TO ME...I DON'T HATE YOU AND I REALIZE WHY YOU'VE SAID THE THINGS YOU HAVE...THATS COOL!
SUE(BUMP DRAFT),I DON'T HATE YOU EITHER,BUT I'LL NEVER HAVE ANY DOINGS WITH YOU IN MY LIFE AGAIN...YOU ARE A VERY HATEFUL,TROUBLED PERSON...
REMEMBER RONNY WHEN YOU TALKED TO ME LAST YEAR AND ALL THE NASTY THINGS YOU SAID ABOUT SUE?...I SURE AS THE HELL DO...NOT AS BAD AS THE THINGS SUE SAID ABOUT YOU THOUGH WHEN I GOT TO KNOW HER THIS YEAR...THOSE THINGS I CAN'T MENTION HERE BECAUSE I'D MOST LIKELY GET BANNED FROM THIS FORUM BOARD...I THOUGHT YOU'D NEVER EVER TALK TO RDJ1 AGAIN?...THATS WHAT YOU TOLD ME...
REMEMBER SUE THE THINGS YOU SAID ABOUT THE "EVIL PSYCHO"?...I DO!...REMEMBER YOU TOLD ME THAT HE GETS PICTURES FROM GIRLS ON THE INTERNET AND GOES INTO THE BATHROOM AND BEATS OFF TO THEM?...REMEMBER I SAID "YA,RIGHT"?...YOU SAID "SERIOUSLY,NO LIES,THATS THE TRUTH"?...YOU SAID HE WAS A PERVERT...
FUNNY HOW YOU PLAY PEOPLE TO YOUR LIKING...ONE MINUTE THEY'RE YOUR ENEMIES THE NEXT THEY'RE YOUR BEST FRIENDS...
LET ME TELL YOU GUYS AND GALS ALITTLE BIT ABOUT SUE...I'LL TRY NOT TO SLANDER HER TO MUCH...IT'S REALLY NOT MY STYLE BUT I THINK PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW...
I MET SUE AFTER I WAS DISCOVERED BY MY WIFE FALLING IN LOVE WITH A VERY BEAUTIFUL,LOVING,CARING PERSON...SOME OF YOU KNOW WHO SHE IS AND SOME DON'T...I'VE NOTHING TO HIDE...I DID IT AND WILL HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT...NO REGRETS OTHER THEN THE DAMAGE WE BOTH CAUSED OUR IMMEDIATE FAMILIES...
WELL SUE WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT WHAT I WAS UP TO...SHE SEEMED LIKE A NICE PERSON AND I BECAME FRIENDS WITH HER...SHE WOULD LISTEN TO MY PROBLEMS I WAS HAVING WITH THE WIFE AND MY FEELINGS FOR THIS OTHER WOMAN...AT FIRST SHE WAS GOOD WITH HER ADVICE,BUT THEN SHE CHANGED ON ME...I HAD A HELPING HAND IN IT BY TALKING A LITTLE KINKY WITH HER AT TIMES...IT WAS ALL IN FUN,BUT SHE WAS TAKING ME SERIOUS...I TOLD HER NUMEROUS TIMES THAT I DIDN'T WANT HER,THAT I WAS IN DEEP WITH SOMEONE ELSE...I ALSO AT THE SAME TIME WAS STILL IN LOVE WITH MY WIFE...SOUNDS WEIRD,BUT IT'S THE TRUTH...I KNOW YOU CAN'T HAVE YOUR PIE AND EAT IT...BUT AFTER BEING WITH MY WIFE FOR 22 YEARS AND ONLY HAVING 1 EXTRAMARITAL AFFAIR IN MY LIFE(20 YEARS AGO),I WAS IN LIMBO...NOT AN EASY POSTION TO BE IN...I HOPE NO ONE EVER HAS TO GO THROUGH IT...IT MIGHT JUST KILL YOU...ALMOST DID ME...
ANYWAYS OVER TIME SUE BECAME VERY JEALOUS OF ME AND HER AND WAS STARTING TO FALL FOR ME AND MADE ALL KINDS OF ADVANCES TO ME...SHE OFFERED TO TAKE CARE OF ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND I'D NEVER HAVE TO WORK AGAIN(SHE'S GOT MONEY),SHE SENT ME 1 PARCEL WITH VERY EXPENSIVE GIFTS,SHE WOULD SEND ME PICTURES OF ALL THE EXPENSIVE TOYS AND HOUSE SHE HAS...I NEVER WANTED HER AND SHOULD HAVE JUST BROKE OFF MY CONTACT WITH HER WHEN SHE TOLD ME "WHEN I WANT SOMETHING,I GET IT.IF I DON'T,NO ONE ELSE DOES EITHER"...SOUND LIKE A FATAL ATTRACTION?
I'M NOT SURE WHERE SUE GETS HER MONEY FROM CAUSE SHE DON'T WORK...I'M THINKING SHE'S CLEANING HER MOM OUT...BY THE WAY,SUE'S 56 YEARS OLD...I KNOW SHE TOLD ME SHE FOUGHT HER SISTER TOOTH AND NAIL FOR POWER OF ATTORNEY ON HER MOM'S BANK ACCOUNT...WHO'S TO SAY...JUST TELLING U WHAT I KNOW...BUT SOMEONE WHO HAS NO JOB AND GETS PEOPLE TO INSTALL GRANITE WINDOW SILLS AND INSTALL A SUNKEN CEILING IN HER KITCHEN AND DRIVES A 2004 JEEP LAREDO WITHOUT A JOB MUST BE GETTING MONEY FROM SOMEWHERES...
SUE,YOU CAN'T BUT MY LOVE...NOT IN THIS LIFETIME!
SO WHAT SUE HAS DONE TO ME NOW IS TRY HER BEST TO DESTROY MY SPIRIT AND BREAK WHATEVER I HAD WITH SOMEONE I HAVE VERY GOOD FEELINGS FOR AND ALWAYS WILL...SHE HASN'T SUCEEDED AND NEVER WILL...HER CO-HORTS (RDJ1 AND EVIL PHYCHO)WILL FIND OUT SOME DAY WHAT SUE IS REALLY ALL ABOUT...P.S...PSYCHO,IF I LIVED NEXT DOOR TO YOU,YOU DEFINATELY WOULDN'T HAVE WROTE THE LIES YOU DID ABOUT ME...THAT I KNOW!...I NEVER ONCE EVER SENT SUE ANY NUDE PICTURES OF ME...YOUR A TRUE LIER IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD...GOD WILL GET YOU FOR THAT!...SUE DID TELL ME WHAT I WROTE ABOVE ABOUT YOU THOUGH...THAT IS THE HONEST TO GOD TRUTH...
EVERYTHING I'VE WRITTEN HERE IS THE HONEST TO GOD TRUTH...I SWEAR IT IS!
I DON'T HAVE TO TELL ANYBODY ABOUT MY DOINGS AND SHOULDN'T...BUT YOUR MY FRIENDS AND I KNOW I CAN TRUST IN YOU TO TAKE WHAT I SAY AND HOPE YOU CAN GET A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT HAS GONE ON HERE...
I'M NO ANGEL AND I HAVE DONE WRONG...BUT FOR PEOPLE TO TAKE OTHERS PEOPLE PROBLEMS AND SLANDER THEIR NAME ACROSS THE BOARD LIKE THIS IS PURE EVIL!...
I'LL LEAVE IT AT THAT AND THANK YOU FOR LISTENING...SORRY FOR THE PROBLEMS I MIGHT HAVE CREATED HERE...I NEVER MENT FOR THIS TO HAPPEN ,BUT WHOEVER DOES?
TOMORROWS COUNCILLING DAY NUMBER 2...NEVER THOUGHT I'D NEED COUNCILLING OR ENJOY IT...BUT I DO AND I'M GONNA GIVE IT MY BEST SHOT...TAKE CARE GUYS AND GALS...SPEED.
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Heavy Chevy
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 2:24:22 PM
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Hang in there Speed, you two will work it out, if it's in the man upstairs, plan, As for slander, I don't think people were taking any of that seriously, well at least I was'nt, I know a few others who also thought it was all in fun, Most of it anyway, Bro if you need anything, you got my e-mail, Think my cell phone # also, Good luck to You And SPEEDBUMP, hope everthing turns out okay. Peace
Chuck ......Heavy
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KyMoon
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 2:36:08 PM
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Keep up with counciling and love your wife and move forward and never look back on all the negativiies. The good Lord above works in mysterious ways and will cure your emotional scars if you rely on your mistakes or faults. Take care and dont let anyone again tryto break your spirit.
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remmey
USA
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 3:19:01 PM
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Speed, I don't have a problem at all believing you. All it took me was one post not even directed at her and she turned into an instant dragon lady. I have only seen one other person on this board twist around someone elses words worse then she did, but I'm not going to waste my tired typing hands to type his name. Oddly enough tho, they seem to get along real well...funny, huh? Anyway, I am done with the both of them. You my friend have some hard times ahead of you, but you'll be alright...God doesn't give us any more then what he knows we can handle. Keep your chin up and your focus on the mark and things will get better. I bet you already feel a ton better just getting all that crap off your chest.
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Kens Racers
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 3:20:39 PM
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Roundman
USA
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 3:30:27 PM
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Yea what Ken said
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Grey Ghost
USA
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 3:43:45 PM
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Inter actions between fellow human beings is, at best a crap shoot.
Like old "Forrest Gump's" "Life is like a box of choclates"
One never knows what the next bite of life will bring. Sometimes we are all heros, and sometimes we are fools.
Do we all not bleed. Does death not covet us all? We are all alike, we humans. Yet no two of us are the same. The Supreme Being did not see fit to furnish us with owners manuels for our lives. I guess there lies the mandate from God to work our stuff out...
Speed I hate that right now you are on the down side of life's little roller coaster ride but this too will change....And the Truth will forever set you free...........eh!
M.....I......C see ya real soon!
K......E....Y Why? because I like You
M O U S E
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T&L Wheelock Racing
USA
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 5:29:58 PM
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YEP... pretty much what all above said...YOU KNOW WHERE WE STAND AS FRIENDS.. and you got the numbers...
take care of yourself.. take care of your family.....
LATER FRIEND
edit.... OH and bumpdraft I might entertain a offer
So Cal Pitbox Rocks
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Fast-N-Furious
USA
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 6:36:23 PM
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If I understand your post you will never read this post. Life has given you the Black Flag
I know you like to post song lyrics and since you going to go a way why dont you go to this place it sounds nice.
Well, take me back down where cool water flows, yeah.
Let me remember things i love,
Stoppin' at the log where catfish bite,
Walkin' along the river road at night,
Barefoot girls dancin' in the moonlight.
I can hear the bullfrog callin' me.
Wonder if my rope's still hangin' to the tree.
Love to kick my feet 'way down the shallow water.
Shoefly, dragonfly, get back t'your mother.
Pick up a flat rock, skip it across green river.
Welllllll!
Up at cody's camp i spent my days, oh,
With flat car riders and cross-tie walkers
. old cody, junior took me over,
Said, "you're gonna find the world is smould'rin'.
And if you get lost come on home to green river."
Welllllll!
Come on home.
I hope you come back. These three intropolers better be gone. If i see them hanging post in here I will give them hell and charge them rent!!!!!!!!!!
 BFG RULES
NASCARSOUTH
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Four Wide Racing
USA
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 6:45:46 PM
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Your on the right Track Speed
I'll be pullin' for you to get everything in your life straightened out Bro
Gonna miss ya on the message board....You definitely made this a better place...Your posts brought a smile to my face many times
Thanks for the warning but, I could tell what a phony BumpDraft was for myself by reading her posts on your Thunder thread.....She started posting here for 1 reason, to slander you.....Sorry Bump, Didn't work Byatch
Good Luck Speed
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Bump Draft
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 7:36:47 PM
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THIS IS TOOOO FUNNY ...I CAN'T STOP LMAO.....YOU ARE SO FULL OF IT ..YOU WOULDN'T KNOW THE TRUTH IF IT CAME UP AND HIT YOU IN THE FACE ...THAT'S WHAT GOT YOU INTO THIS MESS TO BEGIN WITH....IF ANYONE WANTS TO KNOW ABOUT ME , ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS ASK. I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE...OR MAYBE THEY'D LIKE TO SEE SOME OF YOUR EMILS AND IM'S...AND BTW IT'S A 2004 GRAND CHEROKEE LIMITED, WHICH I ORDERED ...LOADED...I HAVE MY OWN BUSINESS REMEMBER ! YEAH I HAVE MONEY, ALWAYS HAVE . SO WHAT ! I WORKED HARD FOR MINE, THE AMERICAN WAY..............
AND YOU PEOPLE HERE ON THIS FORUM , I UNDERSTAND HE'S YOUR FRIEND ,BUT THEN AGAIN, YOU KNOW HIM IN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT WAY. I UNDERSTAND YOU STANDING BEHIND HIM ( AFTER ALL YOU'VE KNOWN HIM FOR A LONG TIME AND ME NOT AT ALL ). BUT WHAT HE SAYS IS NOTHING BUT FABRICATION, THAT'S WHAT GOT INTO THIS MESS TO BEGIN WITH. I TOO HOPE HE STRAIGHTENING OUT HIS LIFE ( BECAUSE i DID TRULY CARE FOR HIM ) , FOR HE DID'T AND PROBABLY STILL DOESN'T , KNOW WHAT DIRECTION HE WANTED HIS LIFE TO TAKE.
BUT I WILL SAY THIS..HE TOLD ME THAT HE DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO THERAPY AND HE WOULD GIVE THEM ALL THE RIGHT ANSWERES , SO WHAT DOES THAT SAY? AND THAT HE WAS ONE MIXED UP PERSON, ....THAT SEEMS TO BE THE CASE AS HE STATED...
YOU ALL CAN BELIEVE EVERYTHING HE SAYS IF YOU WANT , I REALLY DON'T CARE , BUT I'VE SAID MY PIECE AND I CAN LIVE WITH MYSELF , AND I SLEEP FINE.....AND I REALLY DO HOPE HE FINDS PEACE , WE HAD SOME GOOD TIMES TOGETHER........
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Team Budweiser
USA
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 8:35:24 PM
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Ok, I just read Speed's post...
I know some about Speed..
Wanderer, yep that's why you liked him...
Smart, yep kniving too...That's my boy!
Think with his big head...Hell yes
Do woman like that....Mostly
Over the edge...Oh hell yes
Out of control, At times some of us are
Can ONE change THERE mind, I think so..
THATS AMERICA *******
I've had the priviledge of knowing Speed for awhile...
BAD BOY ROTTEN DOG EXTRORDINAIRE...HEE HEE...
GIRLS SAY HE'S HANDSOME, AND THAT THEY LOVE THE SPEEL...
SPEED'S OUR BUDDY...
CHATS A BIT LATE AT NIGHT...18 PACK POWER HOUR ...LOL
WHO WOULD'NT IN CANADA...BRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
SO BUMP DRAFT IF YA WANNA HANG OUT HERE, YOU BETTER GET USED TO SPEED BEING AROUND HERE...HE'S ONE OF US.
THE BIG QUESTION IS...CAN YOU ADAPT?
IF YOU CAN SIGN UP...IF NOT>>> THAT'S RACIN' AWAITS YOU...
THAT IS RACIN'...
RIGHT OR WRONG WHERE HANGIN OUT WITH SPEED FOR AWHILE...
IN THE MEANTIME, I'M BUYING A TROJAN MAN CONDOM FOR MY MOUSE...LOL
THAT FILTHY MOUSE COULD GO ANYWHERE...
TB
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roundman_jr
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 8:41:44 PM
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YEAH WHAT TB SAID
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roadkill racing
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 8:50:33 PM
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SPEED, I do not know you like some of these other guys do, but as an outsider, I truly feel your sincerity in wanting to straighten out some things in your life. As someone who has been to the top of the mountain and to the deep dark valley's, I know you can and will come away a better man. Every night, before I hit the sack, I say a little prayer that has helped me stay out of the pits. "Lord, make me a little better of a man tomorrow than I was today".
Oh, and Team Bud, that was the best post I've ever seen from you. And you've had some dandies. Right On.
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D.D.D.D.C.
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 8:54:51 PM
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 That took one hell of a man to sit down and write all of that. I can't imagine it being a lie why would you? Just sort of got done with the same mess these last two years divorce, new girl in me out me in me out ex back ex out now back with my true sweety. Long story. I in the past was never faithful but with this women I'm with now I'll have know problem. She's wonderful beautiful, stubborn and crabby at times but I truly do love her. I can relate to all you said. Getting over a 22 year alchol and drug addiction wasn't easy other. Still don't drink but will take an occasional puff. Oh well I love it to. YOu see where your faults are and that is the first step. Only you can make changes in your life. Nobody else can do it for you. I think you cool speed and keep up the good work. For a BFGer that is. P.S. Now Remmey I know you were talking about meeeee. That's not nice Take care speed and hold your head high. Put your best foot foward and keep on! Good Luck |
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Heavy Chevy
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:08:01 PM
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TB, Roadkill, & RoundMan, Way to stick by our friend, all human , all been on our highs and lows., So SPEED get your girl to lift that Rock, we miss ya here Bro.....That being said after 7 Vodka & ice tea's, I love you man, BUT ya ain't getting my Bud Light!
Peace, @ least in the NASCAR Nation!...Heavy
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Heavy Chevy
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:12:59 PM
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Hey D.D.D.D.C., I think you may be me, cept' switch the drink and the puff around, and were the same person! And Psst, leave Rem alone for awhile! It'll work itself out......Peace , Heavy......Chuckquote:
Originally posted by D.D.D.D.C.
That took one hell of a man to sit down and write all of that. I can't imagine it being a lie why would you? Just sort of got done with the same mess these last two years divorce, new girl in me out me in me out ex back ex out now back with my true sweety. Long story. I in the past was never faithful but with this women I'm with now I'll have know problem. She's wonderful beautiful, stubborn and crabby at times but I truly do love her. I can relate to all you said. Getting over a 22 year alchol and drug addiction wasn't easy other. Still don't drink but will take an occasional puff. Oh well I love it to. YOu see where your faults are and that is the first step. Only you can make changes in your life. Nobody else can do it for you. I think you cool speed and keep up the good work. For a BFGer that is. P.S. Now Remmey I know you were talking about meeeee. That's not nice Take care speed and hold your head high. Put your best foot foward and keep on! Good Luck
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D.D.D.D.C.
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:18:59 PM
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Originally posted by Heavy Chevy
Hey D.D.D.D.C., I think you may be me, cept' switch the drink and the puff around, and were the same person! And Psst, leave Rem alone for awhile! It'll work itself out......Peace , Heavy......Chuckquote:
Originally posted by D.D.D.D.C.
That took one hell of a man to sit down and write all of that. I can't imagine it being a lie why would you? Just sort of got done with the same mess these last two years divorce, new girl in me out me in me out ex back ex out now back with my true sweety. Long story. I in the past was never faithful but with this women I'm with now I'll have know problem. She's wonderful beautiful, stubborn and crabby at times but I truly do love her. I can relate to all you said. Getting over a 22 year alchol and drug addiction wasn't easy other. Still don't drink but will take an occasional puff. Oh well I love it to. YOu see where your faults are and that is the first step. Only you can make changes in your life. Nobody else can do it for you. I think you cool speed and keep up the good work. For a BFGer that is. P.S. Now Remmey I know you were talking about meeeee. That's not nice Take care speed and hold your head high. Put your best foot foward and keep on! Good Luck
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T&C Racing
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:24:17 PM
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Speed.... Hang in there buddy, things always get better! Go in the direction that your heart takes you and most of the time you will be right.... Miss your e-mails, you sent some really good and funny ones! Tim
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Heavy Chevy
USA
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:25:09 PM
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To DDDC, And the same girl!   
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Bump Draft
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:39:32 PM
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OMG you people are too funny...Did it ever occur to you that he would say anything to right his name ???
let me give you some facts about me ... not that you really care ..but as long as we're clearing the air here..what the heck
1. I own my own business and have since 1995
2. My mother became ill last year and Dr put her in nursing home , gave her less than 6months.
3. I brought mother home with me , because I couldn't stand her being in that awful place. And wantd her las t few remaining months to be around familar surroundings.
4. Mother has done very well under my care .
5. Mother gave me POA when she was in hospital and no one forced her, sister was there when this transpired...
6. Sister still stole everything of mothers.
7. I'm not going to bother and upset myself to take her to court . Atty said it would be at least 2 years and 10,000. before it went to court.
8.Sister totaly gutted mothers home and remodeled.
9.Sister gave away or threw out alot of mothers belongings..
10.After one year sister and I have made ammends due to Hospice intervention...
11. I never told speed that I always get what I want and if I don't no one is going to have it. What I said was I always get what I want ..period !!
12.I did send speed some presents , but they were from my racing trip and racing shirts and decals ..no big deal and I sent other things to other people. He told me he didn't get much racing stuff up there .so what the heck....
13 . I never said anything bad about homey and nor fif she about me and you know it speed. Your just trying to turn the table and it's not going to work...
14.And as far as me saying I would take care of him for life in utterly ridiculous...ludicrous ! I said we could have some good times together and he agreed....
15. Jealous !! LMAO Jealous of what..I've never been jealous of anyone or anything in my life and I'm not about to start now.....
16.Yes our relationship was on adn off at times , but he would worm his way back inot my life after I told him to leave em alone.
17.He said he loved me too. And was screwwed up oerson and couldn't commit to anyone.
18. I did send him pictures of my home and the things that were being done around here because he was interested.
19. He did expose him self on webcam.
Now that is the truth believe it or not, I don't care. But at least you have my side now as well. I do wish him well and hope he gets his head straightened out..for everyones sake.
Ohhh and I have no problem being here if he is...I have nothing to be ashamed of nor did anything wrong.....I'm only human and have emotions of my own
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D.D.D.D.C.
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:45:03 PM
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| Hey Bump Draft that was only 19 reasons if you could of came up with one more that would be 20 ways to leavew your lover. ha ha ha Man I never knew people could get so invovled on a stupid computer. Good Luck sounds like you've got alot to take care of. Get signed up for the 2nd half. there is no better site to play on. |
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roundman_jr
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:55:07 PM
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me and my wife met on the puter lol... so YES you can get so involved on it... off the subj.. but what the hell...what are threads for
speed been there many times bro... with many women... it does and will get better
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Heavy Chevy
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 9:57:19 PM
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Ditto!
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Slipry Bob
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Posted - 06/16/2004 : 11:31:48 PM
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Speed,yes that really took some guts to put all that out there!I'm real sorry for you and your situation,but I'm sure you will pull out if this OK.From one dirt racer to another,I for one truely believe what you say about your situation and the things that have transpired in the recent past.If you do get a chance to read all of these messages of support,I want you to know that if you don't post anymore,you will truely be missed!!I can understand your reluctance to reply or post any in the future.Eventhough I have never met you personally,I still consider you a good friend.
Hang in there,Godspeed,and keep the shiney side up. slip
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Rdj1homegirl
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Posted - 06/17/2004 : 12:18:50 AM
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).YOU'VE DONE NO WRONG TO ME...I DON'T HATE YOU AND I REALIZE WHY YOU'VE SAID THE THINGS YOU HAVE...THATS COOL!
I appreciate that Speed. I guess you kind of knew I would have that reaction. I sincerely hope that the counceling works and you are able to get your life back together. Just remember, it didn't get screwed up overnight, and it won't get better in that amount of time either. So, don't get discouraged to quickly and give up on it. The time you were referring to with me and Sue is when me and her were on the outs. However, I also don't like to argue that much and eventually get over hurt feelings and such and make ammends or try to. Life's to short to hold onto grudges forever. It takes a big man to admit he made a mistake. I really hope things work out for the best for you. |
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Heavy Chevy
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Posted - 06/17/2004 : 12:45:58 AM
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Rhonda, I don't know ya, not even from the comPuter, but I have read your post, I commend you on this one, for we are all human(I Hope)and you shown class and dignity, in this previous post, I almost had you wrong(for I've read allot of your post) Just glad to see that you are not the cold hearted B*tch, I thought you were, LOL, if you can....but Speed is a DECENT GUY, (guy). WE ARE ALL ALIKE, MOSTLY, we all have faults, just glad to see you met SPEED half way on this thing....We all need to let him & his girl work this out, THAN we can get back to busting on him and breaking his B*lls, like we are used to, and the same for him, come on now.........Simmer Down., now, this is NASCAR, not peoples court or the wwF., I know I've never spoken to you or know everything that went on but, this is a machine we are communicating on, Nothing is meant to be for real(except the $$$) and of course the P.O.F. (yeah boy) anyway, let's jst stay out of Speed's business and think about, Beating my @zz at this NASCAR game......Yes , it's a game, we should all be having fun right now........Agree? Friends, I hope always.....Peace @least in the NASCAR world!.............Heavy.~!~~~~~~~~~~~ Chuck
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Rdj1homegirl
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Posted - 06/17/2004 : 02:05:10 AM
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Just glad to see that you are not the cold hearted B*tch, I thought you were, LOL
Well, you can't count that out all together because after all, I'm still a woman! But I used to talk to Speed a lot and we got along great. I thought he was a fun and decent guy for the most part. Well, a little perverted, but aren't we all? I am defensive when one of my friends gets hurt. I'm not going to apologize for that. But, I do apologize for bringing this to your board and interrupting your fun. I tend to react first, think later. I'm not happy with the fact my friend was hurt. But, I also know Speed was going through a rough time clear back when we were talking all the time. The biggest thing he is at fault for is not figuring out what he wanted before bringing other people directly into the situation. Like I said though, people make mistakes. No one is perfect. If anything good happens out of this, I hope it is that Speed and his wife can get help together to conquer their problems. After that many years, it shouldn't all be thrown away over something on a computer that got out of hand. I also think it is easy for things to get out of control on the computer because it isn't real to an extent. You can talk and flirt and show a side of your personality that you don't normally in real life. It's all a game until someone takes it serious. I don't think it would be hard for almost anyone to get into the same position Speed and my friend did. He realizes his mistake and that is the first step towards fixing it. My friend learned from her mistake too. She will heal with time. And, I hope he has that same benefit. Not to mention, the other person involved too. I hope she has the same good fortune to be able to get things straightened out. I don't like to see people in misery. I really am soft hearted most of the time. I would like to believe everyone deserves a second chance and to be able to right their wrongs. I was wrong for bringing all this out on your board. However, at the time, I had just read a bunch of instant messages and emails Speed had sent my friend that were pretty condemning on his part. It still doesn't excuse what I did, but if you knew me, like Speed does, you would know that would be my initial reaction. Of course all of you had the same reaction I did in that you didn't like someone coming on and slamming on one of your friends. Your first reaction is defense. |
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Heavy Chevy
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Posted - 06/17/2004 : 02:10:39 AM
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I agree, and thanks for taking the time to respond., Just try'na keep the Peace, if only just here at Thunder!.....Peace ~ ~ ~Chuck
B.F G. A L W A Y S ! ! ! !
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Edited by - Heavy Chevy on 06/17/2004 02:11:37 AM |
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Rdj1homegirl
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Posted - 06/17/2004 : 02:21:58 AM
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quote:
Originally posted by Heavy Chevy
I agree, and thanks for taking the time to respond., Just try'na keep the Peace, if only just here at Thunder!.....Peace ~ ~ ~Chuck
B.F G. A L W A Y S ! ! ! !
R i g h t C o a s t R a c e r s
Well Mr Chevy, I would believe you were being more sincere if you didn't post nice on one thread to me and talk bad about me on another. I do like to get along with everyone. Makes it kind of hard though when on the other thread you are calling me a wannabe and saying put up or shut up. |
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D.D.D.D.C.
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Posted - 06/17/2004 : 05:08:13 AM
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YOu seem pretty cool homegirl. Good of you to write that. I heard there was know race this week-end at Michigan. Instead everyone was getting a laptop and logging on and getting into this forum. Nascar is getting more likee WWF everyday. REal life Drama at its best. love ya all good luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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